I beleive therefore I am

I found this on one blog .. but the same thing is happening to me also.. so without any modifications, i am writing this here 

One thing has always been in mind  i.e. ” If i do wrong with anyone,be it physical,mental or any other way .. the very next moment God punishes me with small/big accidents,ill health,same thing happening to me …. and if at all i forget in my ego or pride that i did wrong to anyone, these punishments always remind me”  and I totally believed that it happens with everyone around!!!
I always believe in the above but somehow its slowly going away… the faith in this is just going weaker….
i see wrong people/friends getting stronger and stronger and they dont even realize they are doing anything wrong… if by chance I opened my mouth and tried to make them realize tht they were wrong … you know what i got???  thrown out of their life/friendship or whatever you can call…
My Nature:  if a stray animal is treated badly, i take a stand for it and take some action so that it is not treated like tht again…. same applies with human being… if i see someone is treated badly for no mistake of his/hers, i take tht person’s stand and try to explain the rest that “guys wht u are doing is totally wrong and am not going to be a part of it but support the other person!!! ”  ….
now does that mean i am standing against my friends? i just took the side of the truth which has proper evidences tht the person is infact telling the truth!!!
i didnt do any back stabbing … if i took a decision or took some action, i made sure my friends knew about it beforehand….
so why is this ill treatment?
so, i stand for goodness and all i get is cussing and more cussing !!!
i am so so so much frustrated right now.. already many more things are not leaving my problem-plate and now this!!!
day and night i keep thinking, what to do… my inner-self or ego is so much discouraged/damaged…
all i want right now is that they realize what they did to me was totally wrong and get back together …
this is not for them!!! yes i am being selfish here.. this is for my self confidence which right now says “Dhiru ... Just stop believing in people and be selfish from now onwards.. friends care a shit about u ..they just use you and thts how u will be from now with others” …  if this feeling has to go , then definitely i want them to realize what they did to me was totally wrong and we all get back together … o yea i m writing it again …  bass bahot hua bakwass!