Tuesday, October 12, 2010

I beleive therefore I am

I found this on one blog .. but the same thing is happening to me also.. so without any modifications, i am writing this here 

One thing has always been in mind  i.e. ” If i do wrong with anyone,be it physical,mental or any other way .. the very next moment God punishes me with small/big accidents,ill health,same thing happening to me …. and if at all i forget in my ego or pride that i did wrong to anyone, these punishments always remind me”  and I totally believed that it happens with everyone around!!!
I always believe in the above but somehow its slowly going away… the faith in this is just going weaker….
i see wrong people/friends getting stronger and stronger and they dont even realize they are doing anything wrong… if by chance I opened my mouth and tried to make them realize tht they were wrong … you know what i got???  thrown out of their life/friendship or whatever you can call…
My Nature:  if a stray animal is treated badly, i take a stand for it and take some action so that it is not treated like tht again…. same applies with human being… if i see someone is treated badly for no mistake of his/hers, i take tht person’s stand and try to explain the rest that “guys wht u are doing is totally wrong and am not going to be a part of it but support the other person!!! ”  ….
now does that mean i am standing against my friends? i just took the side of the truth which has proper evidences tht the person is infact telling the truth!!!
i didnt do any back stabbing … if i took a decision or took some action, i made sure my friends knew about it beforehand….
so why is this ill treatment?
so, i stand for goodness and all i get is cussing and more cussing !!!
i am so so so much frustrated right now.. already many more things are not leaving my problem-plate and now this!!!
day and night i keep thinking, what to do… my inner-self or ego is so much discouraged/damaged…
all i want right now is that they realize what they did to me was totally wrong and get back together …
this is not for them!!! yes i am being selfish here.. this is for my self confidence which right now says “Dhiru ... Just stop believing in people and be selfish from now onwards.. friends care a shit about u ..they just use you and thts how u will be from now with others” …  if this feeling has to go , then definitely i want them to realize what they did to me was totally wrong and we all get back together … o yea i m writing it again …  bass bahot hua bakwass!

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Kal mere office ki Light Chali gayi

just going through my gmail archives and found some simple and sweet words...

Aaj hamare office mein light chali gayi. PC band , AC band .. uff jaan nikal gayi

kaafi der jab 'bijli' waapas nahi aayi
kisi ko window ki yaad aayi
window khuli.. thandi hawa se pura floor bhar gayaye
hawa..jo..roj chalti hai .....


elevators nahi chal rahi thi
 kuch logon ko stairs bhi dhundni padi
 aare ... stairs toh jaldi pahuncha deti hain
 haan ye such hai..and ye stairs baaki days pe bhi yahi hoti hain


aur maine kya kiya ...maine usse dekha jo khidki se bahar dekh rahi thi
 woh haansi ... achi dikhti hai yaar...haan bhai.. woh roj hi achi dikhti hai ....

she asked ... walk ? ..maine kaha haan chalo ..we talked and talked ..
 'project','C++','coding','no issues','mail','reply' in words ke binabhi kaafi saari baaein ho sakti hai doston..
 by the way ....she has chin dimple..when she laughs that is

tumhara favorite actor kaun hai .. mera shah rukh ..she said
 maine kaha mera bhi ....she asked really ? kyon ?
 i said nahi tum hi bataao .. (saala fus gaya)
 aur .. actress ..usne puchcha
 sharmila tagore ... i said. she said ..aare but she is so old ...
 maine kaha aarey pura to suno..sharmila tagore ..ki.. beti soha ali khan ..
 she said "auh.. very funny" (girls say that a lot hai naa!)

6 baj gaye ...she said ab ghar hi nikal jaatin hoon
but no... light villain banke wapas aa gayi ..i said .. ab kya... kaam ?
 she said haan aur kya ...hum wapas nikle ...kuch log ghar bhag rahe the..
ek ne chalte chalte .. apne pm se phone pe kaha ..sir ab toh main ..bus mein baith gaya hoon
and woh chal padi hai ..will send that doc tomorrow ...
we looked at each other .. she laughed again .. her dimple ..

toh .. hum pahunch gaye apne apne cubicle
saarein log toh bhaag gaye the
aur hum dono ne ....apna apna kaam karna chalu kiya
…actoron ki dunia se hum 'no issues' ki duniya mein aa gaye ..mails and messanger
and documents and POC and ....


ab 8 baj gaye..chalo ghar jaana hai
maine duur ka rasta liya ... uske cubicle ke baaju wala
woh abhi baithi hai .. i smiled.. she smiled back..gettin late haan ?
i said nahi .. abhi time hai..haan baaaaaas.. ye ek mail ...she said
pressed control + enter ..done ! she said ...

We took the stairs ..yaar sahi mein stairs jaldi pahunchaati hai (kyon !!)
we walked towards the gate
she said aarey meri bus..bye ... she said ...and said.. see you tomorrow sure...i said

kal log puchenge ye light kyon gayi and mein puchunga yaar ye light baar baar kyon nahi jaati...

maana ke light roj nahi jaati hai
per khidki se baahar dekhne mein kya harz hai
khuli saas lene mein kya harz hai
lift mein saamnewaale ke id pe employee id dekhne se acha
Usko ko haske 'hi..' to keh hi sakte hai
forwards toh bahut bhejte hai ..koi personal si mail bhejne mein kya harz hai ....Kyonki doston…
light jaayen yaa naa jaayein
Ye hawa to roj hi chalti hain
saaamne wale cubicle ki ladki…. roj hi sunder dikhti hai..... ;-)

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

A Very Interesting Case

Murder / Suicide.. A VERY INTERESTING CASE ....
At the 1994 annual awards dinner given for Forensic Science,
AAFS President Dr Don Harper Mills astounded his audience with
the legal complications of a bizarre death.

Here is the Case:

On March 23, 1994 the medical examiner viewed the body of Ronald
Opus and concluded that he died from a shotgun wound to the
head. Mr. Opus had jumped from the top of a ten-story building
intending to commit suicide. He left a note to the effect
indicating his despondency .As he fell past the ninth floor his
life was interrupted by a shotgun blast passing through a
window, which killed him instantly.


Neither the shooter nor the deceased was aware that a safety net
had been installed just below the eighth floor level to protect
some building workers and that Ronald Opus would not have been
able to complete his suicide the way he had planned.

"Ordinarily," Dr Mills continued, "A person, who sets out to
commit suicide and ultimately succeeds, even though the
mechanism might not be what he intended, is still defined as
committing suicide." That Mr. Opus was shot on the way to
certain death, but probably would not have been successful
because of the safety net, caused the medical examiner to feel
that he had a homicide on his hands.
In the room on the ninth floor, where the shotgun blast
emanated, was occupied by an elderly man and his wife. They were
arguing vigorously and he was threatening her with a shotgun.
The man was so upset that when he pulled the trigger he
completely missed his wife and the pellets went through the
window striking Mr. Opus. When one intends to kill subject "A"
but kills subject "B" in the attempt, one is guilty of the
murder of subject "B".

When confronted with the murder charge the old man and his wife
were both adamant and both said that they thought the shotgun
was unloaded. The old man said it was a long-standing habit to
threaten his wife with the unloaded shotgun. He had no intention
to murder her.
Therefore the killing of Mr. Opus appeared to be an accident;
that is, if the gun had been accidentally loaded. The continuing
investigation turned up a witness who saw the old couple's son
loading the shotgun about six weeks prior to the fatal accident.

It transpired that the old lady had cut off her son's financial
support and the son, knowing the propensity of his father to use
the shotgun threateningly, loaded the gun with the expectation
that his father would shoot his mother.Since the loader of the
gun was aware of this, he was guilty of the murder even though
he didn't actually pull the trigger. The case now becomes one of
murder on the part of the son for the death of Ronald Opus.

Now comes the exquisite twist. Further investigation revealed
hat the son was, in fact, Ronald Opus. He had become
increasingly despondent over the failure of his attempt to
engineer his mother's murder. This led him to jump off the
ten-story building on March 23rd, only to be killed by a shotgun
blast passing through the ninth story window. The son had
actually Murdered himself, so the medical examiner closed the
case as a suicide.


A true story from Associated Press, Reported by Kurt Westervelt

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Happy Father's Day

I am a software engineer who was migrated temporarily to Chennai to improve my career growth. I am the first graduate in my family and my father used to repair TV and Radios. He is not doing that job now as it requires good eyesight. Today i am here because of my papa. He taught me the value of hard work and patience. I still hear the words of advice he shared with me, they keep me going in life.

I had completed my engineering and was going for PG in Chennai. He was dropping me off at the railway station. This is what he told me during that time.

"beta, I am 48 years old and I am not able to work much as i used to do earlier. You have to take care of the family, your brothers and yourself.

Also, keep this in mind always, learn to earn people more than money, because money won't help you to become a good human. Do the right thing and help those that you can."

papa , I am grown now and earned more money and earned many more people. I love you papa.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Vishy ---> The great :)

Viswanathan Anand, our Indian grandmaster, defeated Veselin Topalov, a Bulgarian, on Tuesday in the 12th and final game of their world championship match. Vishy retained his World Champion status. :)

This is probably Anand's greatest win because the match was an ordeal, a test of mental strength and, at the end of it, Anand stands like one of those epic heroes who triumphs over everything thrown at him, not without luck, not without having vulnerabilities exposed, but having demonstrated an inspiring combination of courage, will power, grit and ability.

The first reason the match qualified as an ordeal was that Topalov committed himself to the so-called Sofia rules, which meant no light draws were offered, play continued till the position was completely dead. Instead of getting the occasional easy day, where after 25 moves both players say, "this position is more or less equal, let's not bother trying to find a win".

Secondly, Anand was delayed getting to Sofia because of the Icelandic volcano. He had a 40 hour road trip to cope with, and asked for a three day postponement, but was given only a day's extra time. He lost the first game, possibly because he was still suffering the effects of his journey. Being down a point in a twelve game match is serious. but he recovered.. not only recovered but won the championship also.. :)

Congratulations to Anand and INDIA for his success :)

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Things you should know about me

I don't know why i am here.I don't know what i am gonna put in here.A fellow blogger told me" you share with the world only those things you want to share."
Hmph.
Well, then.
To start with ; before I post articles on what I feel about stuff,I'll begin with what I feel about myself.

1. I am really self- obsessed.
2. I hate it when people ask,"What are you thinking?"
3. I tend to judge people by their sense of humor.
4. I always get a thrill in doing things I'm not supposed to do.
5. believe girls grow up only after 24.
6. tea-addict.
7. Huminist-to sum extent. hehe .. lol
8. I talk more about books than I actually end up reading.
9. I am currently doing a course called Masters in Software Systems.
10. Love the smell of mud.
11. I am a LEO.
12. I can't tell left from right.Use my hands for that.
13. I can fall asleep in the middle of a suspense thriller movie. (Actually dont like these movies .. ;) )
14. I just Have To make people around me do the things I do.(watch the same movies,books etc)
15. I am trying my best to appear "interesting" at this very moment.
16. I know its not working.
17. I hate those who dont respect women.
18. I can cry easily when I am emotionally hurt.
19. Can't dance. :P
20. Love singing but cant get one note right.
21. I don't follow girls.. :).
22. I dont follow Golf
23. love Gol gappe
24. Some people define me as "happy-go-lucky" and i secretly don't like it."
25. I always wanted a friend who was an exact replica of myself.(did I mention self-obsession anywhere?)
26. I tend to speak a little too fast- to the extent that i eat up words.
27. I still don't know the reason behind #9.
28. If i had the money of Bill Gates, I would first appoint a stylist.
29. People who attend to "attention-seekers" piss me off all the more.
30. i am what i am.
31. I'd choose an honest friend over a loyal one.
32. No matter how much i enjoy a book,I can't read it more than once.
33. Believe in the fact that even if a million people say a foolish thing ,it is still foolish.
34. Am highly superstitious about my mom.Avoid doing things she warns me against.
35. I am pathetic when it comes to directions. I still know just one out of 4 ways of reaching Station from home.
36. "Sleep" for me is not a necessity;its pleasure.I can go off to sleep when i have nothing to do.
37. Dreams fascinate me a lot.
38. I totally believe in the Law of Attraction.
39. That thing on my head...yea...my hair...I know i need to do something about it.YOU DONT HAVE TO TELL ME!


huff... enough :)

Friday, January 8, 2010

Wish You all a very Happy and Bright New Year

It’s that time of the year again to reflect on how we have fared in the year which is about to draw to a close and to make New Year resolutions – promises to ourselves that something in our lives will get better, our finances, our relationships, our career. My friend used to tell everyone around this time of the year that he has kept all the resolutions he made the year before, and when everyone looked suitably impressed, he would add, “See, I kept them all in my wallet!”

Let us not allow another year to pass us by, with our hopes and dreams still far away in the never never-land. Let us today, right now, make the decision that 2010 will indeed be the best year of our lives. Let the coming year be the time that we discover our true passions, the time when we set out to live those passions. No more excuses, no more justifications. Let’s make it a “life and death” priority for indeed it is life and death. For who among you wants to be part of a community of what I call the “walking dead”? People who would wake up each day, go to work at a job they are indifferent to, go to lunch with people they are not excited to be with, go home for dinner with people they love but have lost the passion for, watch TV programs that fail to excite or thrill, and then it’s off to bed and another same old, same old day. People who are just “occupying space”. Sad, but true for so many, if you care to admit it.

So before you heave a big sigh and wish you had not started to read this “depressing” article, let me assure you – there is hope yet! All of us can live our dream lives. It is within our grasp and within our control, and not meant to be left to ‘fate’ or the whims and fancies of some Higher Power out there!

All it takes is the courage to say to yourself, “Yes, I have one life to live and I want to live it the best way I possibly can. 2010 will be the best year of my life!” Shout it out loud, with real conviction, and I promise you, the moment you have put this desire in your heart, doors will open up that you have never seen before. People who can help you will magically come into your path. It will be as if the whole universe has heard your voice and is moving to help you achieve your dreams.

Not convinced? Well, ask yourself, what do you have to lose to believe and to act on your belief?

You can start by learning how to seize each magical moment in 2010. And to do that, you need to put on new “glasses” that are specially designed to help you recognize special moments in your life. It can be good things and blessings that you enjoy currently but have taken for granted. And of course as you start looking for the magic in each event in your life, you learn to create magic moments. And viola, you have the best year of your life!

someone said , “When we are committed to claiming the moment, we look upon, create and invent our ordinary experiences as something extraordinary. We become a magnet for the unique and special. The lens through which we view life shifts, and we become seekers of the divine in every moment. To see with new eyes, to become aware of the blessings we hold, to create new intimate moments each day – these constitute a spiritual quest. This is the art of making the ordinary moments of your life extraordinary.”

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